The Truth About You

One thing's for sure,

Someone knows more than they are telling.

And the truth won't stay hidden forever...

Someday, somehow, someone gonna found out about it.

-Melissa  Hill (The Truth About You)

What she said about life...=)

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.

Life is beauty, admire it.

Life is bliss, taste it.

Life is a dream, realize it.

Life is a challenge, meet it.

...Life is a duty, complete it.

Life is a game, play it.

Life is a promise, fulfill it.

Life is sorrow, overcome it.

Life is a song, sing it.

Life is a struggle, accept it.

Life is a tragedy, confront it.

Life is an adventure, dare it.

Life is luck, make it.

Life is too precious, do not destroy it.

Life is life, fight for it.

Life Ain't Always Bed Of Roses...

I couldn't persevere, trying to conceal it from the truth... But I have faith... God will lead the way, and so, I let Him be!! Amen!

'Patience is a virtue'

"Patience is a virtue." We're all familiar with that cliché, and many of us know that patience is listed by Paul in Galatians 5:22-23 as among the fruit of the Spirit. So there's no disputing that the Christian ought to be patient. But as with most of the virtues, the biblical writers assume that we know what patience is and don't give an explicit definition. But do we? Could you define patience if you were asked? And, to make things more tricky, could you do so without simply citing examples of patience? Starting with the basic definition of patience as "waiting without complaint,"' we will address some key questions. Why is patience a virtue? What are the different varieties of patience? Why is patience so difficult   at times? And how is patience developed?

    

         When defined as "waiting without complaint," patience might seem to be a morally insignificant trait. What's so virtuous about not complaining? In itself, not complaining carries no particular virtue. Suppose a person awaits the arrival of a friend from out of town, and she spends the time happily reading or watching television. We wouldn't say that, simply because she's not complaining, she exhibits patience in this case. Something else must be required to make one's lack of complaint virtuous. That something is discomfort. It's because a circumstance is uncomfortable for someone that we find her refusal to complain remarkable and thus regard her as patient.

         So to improve the initial definition above, to be patient is to endure discomfort without complaint. This calls into play some other virtues, specifically, Self-control, humility, and generosity. That is, patience is not a fundamental virtue so much as a complex of other virtues. An example from the life of Christ illustrates this. Jesus was very patient with his disciples. They were sometimes thickheaded, lazy, selfish, and slow to believe. Even from a merely human standpoint, we can see how frustrating they must have been. How much more irritating it would be for God Incarnate to interact daily with these men. In spite of Jesus' miracles and words of wisdom, they were focused upon themselves and wavered in their belief about who he really was. To say that was uncomfortable for Jesus would be an understatement. Yet do we find him railing at his disciples over their foolishness and stupidity? Or making fun of them when they make mistakes?

Occasionally he does remark that his disciples are slow to believe, or he asks rhetorically how long they will fail to have faith in him, but these are always appropriate reminders about just what was at stake for them. These were fitting and useful rebukes, not petty venting.

Notice that Jesus' refusal to complain about his irritating disciples can be described as an exercise of self-control. Surely he would have been justified in blistering them with insults. It's worth noting that his omniscience guaranteed that every possible joke and embarrassing remark was at his disposal on any particular occasion. This makes his self-control even more admirable. Also, his refusal to complain involves humility, the conscious decision to lower himself by not exercising his right, as the holy man he was, to judge and dismiss his friends because of their faults. We might even say this is a form of mercy. Finally, Jesus' refusal to complain about his disciples is generous. In spite of their vice and thick-headedness, he remained no less committed to them and served them increasingly as their failures became more outstanding.

I AM WHO I AM ღ~~

I’m that girl. The one who purposely puts up a status , with a quote explaining exactly how she feels about you. I come from an all girl school, no brothers.. So, now I am facing problems with communicating with guys(some of them, but obviously not with my boyfriend). When I first meet people , I come across as quiet , but once I get to know them , they wish I was quiet . Lately i found a new hobby. Kinda rebellious but it is fun--clubbing! Friends, beers, musics, lights are all awesome. There are quotes I always hold in my life, 'always believe in second chance' and 'never give up before u give all out'. =) And I proud to be a pink freak!! I love hot colours, delicious colours. Colours makes me happy!!

This is me , Yik Cheng aka Ziv!!

Calling me fake won’t make you real.
Calling me weak won’t make you strong.
Calling me ugly won’t make you beautiful.
Calling me mean won’t make you nice.

So keep quiet ! ^^

我曾经拥有你 part1

1998年的某日某月，育英幼儿园。

就在那一天，我认识了你。就从那天起，我们成为好朋友。。

我们有很多的共同点。。

粉红色，小熊，偶像剧，偶像，歌，等。。

都是我和你的最爱！

从幼儿园一直小学毕业，

我们都曾经在同一个课室上课。。

在小学的时候，你曾告诉过我，美术节跟生活技能节是你的最爱。

而我，喜欢上英文还有国文节。

我们都不喜欢上华文跟数学节。。

朋友们也把我们的名字给稍微地改了。。

把我的‘煜’读成了你的‘薏’。。

　老师也说我们长得还蛮像的，

　但你的眼睛比我的还大，

　我的皮肤比你白一些些。。

参加的课外活动也一样，

　篮球学会，舞蹈学会，华文学会，国文学会，歌咏学会。。

　还记得你的珲春非常棒，你说是你爸爸遗传了给你。。

　在5/6年级的时候，

　郑老师常劝我俩不要把作文写得太长。

不喜欢华文节的我们却常常在班上给老师称赞。。

　书法比赛，你拿第二名；作文比赛，我拿第一名。

从我俩的成绩也不分上下。。

虽然UPSR的时候你突然走运了，

但是很高兴的你还是成功地申请到中华中学读。。

从那年起，我们就在不同的学校跟课室上课了。。

想到就心酸。。

不过我们还是很好的朋友。。

虽然不能像以前时时刻刻黏在一起，

可是一有空就约出来喝茶，逛街，做功课。。

还记得有一天，

我需留校练羽球。

你说你在家也无所事事，

　所以就跟我和aunty dougnut去看我练球。。

　在我的练习过后，

　我们到附近的studio拍照。。

我好想念那时候的我们。。

 

　

내일은 더 나은 하루가 될 것인가?? Will tomorrow become a better day??

   The defination for 11th May 2011 in Kuala Lumpur...

                             

                 sunnny                                                 frusfrated

                       damn hot                                    hectic

                             heavy traffic                 confusing

                                  fun ( a bit )        Maths class

                                               curiousity

       Called by Mr. Logan to meet him during Maths class... Haizz... I am totally dilemma with this problem... Which university should i choose?? I know that every parents want the best for their children.. And i know that as a child, we also should try not to burden them that much... The course fees, not including living cost for Medicine course in Kursk State Medical University(KSMU) is just about RM121,000... However, in another case like Royal College of Surgeon In Ireland(RCSI)  is about RM 1.3million, University of Tasmania(UTAS) is about RM 1.2 million!! Gosh!!! What for u spend soo much on these university?? since that u will gain the same knowledge at KSMU... I know the environment, facilities and lectures there will be much more 'class' than KSMU... But i just cant accept that that the difference of the course fees are the big.... No worth it!!

           Urm.. Medicine is not an easy course to study... For me, it requires 30% of IQ, 35% of patience and 35% of interest... In my case, i think i score 23 for IQ, 33% patience and 29% interest... Deep in my heart, being an architect is still my dream... It might take some time for me to forget it... And i MUST forget it...

            After the meeting with Mr.Logan, it did affect my mood and concentration soo much... I cant pay attention during Maths class... Cant even solve the simple ABC question!! What the heck??!! Look like i am still the old Ziv... Not really an expert in handling stress and problems... Haizz..... Gotta change... Anjakan paradigma larhh....

         
            By the way, the Physics class and Chemistry class are really awsome... I used to called Physics as PhiSICKS.... Now, no longer... Love it!! And the important one is i gotta score them!! ^^
                       

어떻게해야합니까? what should i do??

             SPM passed decades ago for me... Now, im going to face another exam. Although it ain't as tough as spm but i swear that i dont wanna fail any exam in my whole entire life... My first time test in college is coming.. Im damn nervous now...  I joined the class quite late due to some unreasonable reasons... I really scared that i might failed in the exam... Every exam mean soo much for me.. God, i need u now... Sometimes i do think of dropping the foundation course and take architecture.. But after think twice about it... Better dont.. For mommy and nanny sake... I must be strong... I gotta be a great doctor... Come on, ziv!! Hwaiting...

             I was so down for past few days.. First, it's about hostel.. It's very terrible! I cant study here with all the noise and untidiness here... I cant stand anymore.. And according to my mommy, i can only move once i finish my time test.. Arh...it's killing me from inside... Secondly, it's about class... I never had this kinda feeling before.. In the class, i feel that im the most stupid one.. Especially during Maths class.. I am so lost... I dont like Maths since i was young... But it is very important... I MUST score it... 

            I tried to hide all my true feelings al this while...but i get caught by my housemates last few days... I cant hide it anymore and i burst eventually... So, i decided to phoned my mommy.. Talk to her.. Cry to her.. She is my mommy...xoxo... She asked me to start writing diary again and do the things that i like in order to released all my pressure.. And i decided to drink Starbucks and start blogging again... Its kinda of a release after i tell it out loud here... fuhh!!

           A~hak!! Revision time... Tonight time-table is maths... Ziv, change ur mind-set!! Maths is fun!! Starbucks rock Ziv's world!! Hwaiting... ^^